Hi Sam! I've added the trigger warning as you requested Thank you for that!

My husband is a petrol head too and he's worked on many old classics specialising in Aston Martin, Ferrari etc I said to him what happened to you and he asked was the car damaged as he wants to know what caused it to hydraulically lock! He asks, was the car engulfed in flames?

I agree, both those incidents are horrific! I've noticed that you think that both things you feel responsible for... Sounds to me like neither is your "fault" at all...

I get the psoriasis issue as I have a list of physical diagnoses too, so can empathise hugely x