Sweetheart, it’s really not going to help you if you’re drinking a lot of coffee. I do understand, I used to drink a lot too but now limit myself to two cups a day. Thing is, it’s going to increase your anxiety levels and stops you sleeping properly.
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.