I'm sorry, I don't know why, but I missed your post on Christmas Day. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that people can't see past the initial issues and see that you are a good person, but you are poorly.
Have you applied to local special schools? I know that when I was teaching in a couple we were desperate for other people to come in and interact - even just as kind of playground lunch volunteers etc? It might mean a bit of a journey, but it also might be what you need?
