Thanks for the support, I wish I shared ur positive energy. Every1 around me seems to be full of energy, free as a bird. They're always at house parties etc. I can't shake the inadequacy of never havin a gf or even close friends.. Colleagues even made fun of my nose today, another abnormality I have.. I'm not autistic but I feel as good as. I just want to express my true authenticity but I'm trapped. If I had more energy to work with then maybe I could escape ..