I’ve been a bit snappy the past couple of days. It’s not taken much to irritate me. This morning I didn’t know if I wanted to hide away or face the world. I eventually decided to go out for breakfast and treat myself. Turned out the place was packed with families and there was no room at the inn for a lonely middle aged woman whose family have forgotten she exists. So I ended up at Waitrose cafe where there were flowers on tables and gifts for mothers which was a nice touch but then when I helped myself to one I felt like a thief. On a day like this I can’t win. I have no mother to celebrate and my children don’t care. I feel like I’m in limbo. This afternoon I’m going to go to the pub with Talia to watch the football. It would’ve been a day to drown my sorrows but instead I’m just gonna have so sit with my feelings and a lime and soda.