As if this time isn’t hard enough the puppy started throwing up yesterday. Undigested food. Due to the fact she practically inhales her food I presumed she was eating too much too fast and that was the cause. I left her a few hours and fed her again, same thing. She managed to eat a little bit last night and keep it down but this morning she starting retching and threw up again and I saw the problem. She’s got worms. This poor pup has had such a rough start to her life. Got an appointment with the vet this morning, once I get my car back from the garage that is. I’ve spent about £40 on food and toys and slow feeder bowl that I ordered last night. This is one expensive pup. Not quite the distraction I expected.

11 yrs today since I lost my mum. I have images in my mind from that day. I look back at my actions or inactions and how I am perceived because of it. What started out as a birthday celebration turned into 30 hrs of hell and typically it was me who was missing at the end.