She'll have a ball. I won't know what to do with myself.
She'll have a ball. I won't know what to do with myself.
Today’s not a great day. I’ve had to cancel housegroup that I was supposed to be hosting tomorrow, I’ve asked for an extension on handing in my final assessment. And a few weeks ago, I booked a gp appointment because I was in a really good place and wanted to reduce my amitriptyline to try to reduce the fatigue and brain fog. Obviously I’m in no fit state to reduce ADs now…… I was just doing some work on the fb page and saw the last Fab 5s Suzi wrote, and dissolved into a soggy, snotty mess. I miss her so much.
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
I was just remembering her joy at her new wheelchair and getting out and about and booking theatre tickets. It is so unfair. Today I am angry for her, for a life cut short when she had so much still to enjoy.
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Yeah, the Fab 5 I saw was her saying how wheelchair had changed her life.
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
The fab 5's set me off too. Today is a horrible day. I'm in a fog right now, after staring into space all morning. I have nothing done.
How is everyone today? I’ve been sitting her with the shawl Suzi crocheted for me around my shoulders - despite the fact I was hot!
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
SJW180 (27-04-23)
Probably not doing as well as I'd like to think. I'm organising...
Tên përdu, jhamâi së rëcôbro
I'm distracting. If I stop doing stuff, then I cry. So I'm putting stuff from one place to another and back again.
SJW180 (27-04-23)
I've been stuck into today as getting my new full fibre broadband installed. We live ¹/⁴ mile from the pole so was a long job getting the cable in.
I've been antsy because I couldnt go out for a walk or anything. Anyway it's all done now and the family is coming home in dribs and drabs so that will keep me busy.
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I need to finish my assessment, but managed 3 paragraphs before my brain went to mush. A weeks extension might not be enough, especially as the final question is to self analyse using reflective practice. I’m looking sideways at that one right now….
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.