With my friend we managed to keep our communication alive.

But something made me feel upset. The man I was supposed to see in Paris in 2020 messaged me and wrote: " We had got along so well, if not corona, you would have been my wife".
I communicate with the other men, but this saddened me so much.

He lives with another woman, but told me if I come to Paris, we can meet. But I see it as pointless.

His phrase about "if not corona..." nearly killed me. So it is about destiny or he is completely not right?