Maybe I have too many expectations of myself but I feel disappointed that I worked hard to get a degree and I'm in a job that doesn't earn enough to pay tax. That's mainly because I'm pt but why did I bother to struggle my way through a degree. Most the people I work with are ion higher grades than me. Sometimes we so the same work although they have some more responsibilities than me but they are earning at least 3 times my salary. I know mentally and physically I can't cope with ft work right now. It does make me feel angry and disappointed in myself that I can't cope with this. I know I shouldn't complain because there are so many people out of a job now. And I shouldn't compare myself to my colleagues. I'm not sure if I'm happy with my job but I know I am happy with where I am working. It's hard to explain but I do feel frustrated.