It is hard, but the most amazing news that I am becoming myself, getting to my initial entity. Although everything is not easy at all.

My dad called me again and asked, if I can tell my boss that I should take care of my "remaining ill close family members" and to come before June to be there with him and his mother! I told him to send money first and to book me a room at the hotel, as I cannot stay there with his mother, my health is shattered too and I am much younger.
If there is opportunity to have a little holiday in late spring or summer, I want to go where I want. He makes me extremely anxious with his pressure.

I know I am not mentally stable, but he will certainly not make me feel happier or more relaxed.