Stella was trying to help you, Mira. As are we all, because we care. Stella really has been where you are and decided to walk away. Thank God she returned, and we were over the moon to have her back and I believe it’s helped her. If you want to throw these friendships and this support away then that’s your call. But please don’t ever think that we will stop caring about you. I will be your friend even if you want nothing to do with DWD. But I believe this forum is the most positive environment you have in your life right now and I honestly can’t see why you would throw that away.