Yes that makes it to hard. I don't even want to think what I would do if I had to talk to her again. I am scared of that. But it would feel as me punishing myself to stop gaming as well. Then it would be another thing I am taking away from myself
Yes that makes it to hard. I don't even want to think what I would do if I had to talk to her again. I am scared of that. But it would feel as me punishing myself to stop gaming as well. Then it would be another thing I am taking away from myself
Then make a decision not too. I know it's not always that easy, but if you want to carry on gaming then do so. I know my boys both are avid gamers and our middle one is a great shot in call of duty lol. Ben uses gaming as a good way of being social, as up unto his move to uni, he wouldn't meet up with anyone for months. He's also really into Yu-gi-oh cards and his guitars - of which he has many!
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
Thanks Suzi, I did play today and it was stressful but fun. So I am glad I did.
I have a lot of thoughts running through my mind. Women, clothing and other things. I don't think its good to tell you all what it was because there is so much shame on those thoughts. That running away would be the least troublesome I would do. I had terrible thoughts of what I wanted to do to myself. But I am ok now so I am not so worried anymore.
Maybe you should share those thoughts. I’m confident that it’s not as bad as you believe
I agree, I bet that to us those thoughts aren't scary or as shameful as you feel they are....
How are you today?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
The day started good. My mum and me did a practice run for baking christmas cookies. And it was a good one. But after she left I fell into a bad mood. Anxious and a headache. Bad thoughts as well.
Well I do think there will be members that will start to think less of me if I talk about it. And some will think I am weird. And I dont want that at all.
Dude, I already think you’re weird and I bloody love you for it. Nothing you can say can make me think any less of you.
There is nothing you could say that would make me think poorly of you
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.