Quote Originally Posted by Knowle View Post
I am also so scared of botching an attempt and leaving myself permanently disabled.
I know this one all too well. Feeling suicidal isn’t always about wanting to die. It’s not wanting to live the life you have and not wanting to make it worse for you and the people you care abour. The number of times I’ve felt like stepping off a kerb onto a busy street but I know with my luck I’d survive but end up in a wheel chair for life of something.