I trained for 3 years as an Holistic Therapist and Reflexologist - my dream job. I took the plunge to give up the day job and start up my own business. 6 months later I was admitted to a mental health hospital, and that was that. It sucks, lovely, and sometimes it’s too hard to be positive about it. So, stamp your feet all you want (you deserve to be able to do that every now and then) but, as Stella says, don’t let it eat you up