Well, Katie popped round which helped raise my spirits
Erm, well, I’m worried about my mum - logically we all know that the surgery is not the biggie it used to be, but it’s still spine surgery. And I know my dad is going to be like a very grumpy, very helicoptery kitten on hot coals, and will inevitably drive mum around the bend. And, yes, I also know we have no idea when this will happen, but that’s something else I’m worried about - she’s in agony.....
And, Si is not happy about this lumbar puncture. He doesn’t get why I should have to be put through that again. I’ve explained to him this is diagnostic and, given I’ve had little of that for 3 years, I’m not arguing. Also, my eyes are worrying me. But he’s still not happy. I’ve also told him it’s my decision, but that doesn’t mean he’s going to let it go any time soon.
Oh, and despite having no letter, I’m worried about my next PiP assessment as I’m pretty certain I’ll lose top rate and, therefore, my car - which I love..... which takes me to my next worry. I don’t know how much damage recent events have done to my sight, and I’m scared I’m never going to be able to drive or do cross stitch again.
And, breathe .......