I'm on the other side of this, as in it's my husband who has had more than one breakdown and still battles with his mental health. We've been together for almost 22 years and married 13 next weekend.... Although today is a crap day for him as it's his birthday tomorrow and that's a major trigger for him each year...

I can totally relate to your husband. Trust me, it's easier when you know what's going on and knowing what's in your loved one's head.

I'm concerned that you only see your Dr once a year for a meds review. That doesn't sound great to me. Things change. What anti d are you on? How long have you been on it for?

Welcome to DWD, I'm glad you've found your way here and have started to talk. I promise it does help...