Thank you Andrea and sorry for this late response. I just woke up
In Slovakia you have to go to your personal doctor whom you have had since you were born. If I have a cold or sore throat I always go to her because only her can redirect me to other specialists. Everything is for free though as long as you have your insurance card. She sent me to a psychiatrist but they didn't help. Every doctor that focuses on mental health problems I have ever visited only focused on the part that I am gay. They tend to think that I am deppressed because of it but ironically this is the least of my problems.
You asked if there are any charities in Slovakia that I could get in touch with : yeah they are but they only help like financially. They are not the type of guys that would be supportive and would give you an advice. They would ask if I have a paper for it and after that they would gimme Money and thats all.

I have already tried checking at psychiatric hospital. That was the guy in the post who was dumb enough to ask me the specific question that made me cut myself in the first place never again.

I like your idea about saving up some Money and then go West. I like Slovakia a lot but we are sooo behind. Sometimes I feel like that psychologists and psychiatrists can't help me not because they didn't want to but just because they don't know HOW to. Like that they have never seen a patient with schizophrenia or something.
Thanks for your words though.. This is much much more than I expected it would be. And to Suzi that she didn't close this topic :D I have never thought about going to other countries for help. Think I just might try it