I Despise Myself *SU TRIGGERS *

[AAndrea]

Hey Penguin
Welcome.to forum . The people here are so lovely and nonjudgemental.
You sound cool a body builder.I hate sport or working out but when it comes to body builders admire them for their determination .
It's never too late to turn your life around.
At least you have your Gcses some people don't and struggle.
At you have worked i am 22 and never worked . You are not a.failure trust me.
Please don't end your life because you don't know what the future can bring . In 5 years time you could be in a different job or maybe a country , you can be an amazing husband or become a father. So much can change
Sucide is the biggest killer of men under 45.
Men are our brothers, husbands , sons .
Please get see your gp and get help. I know its.hard but don't stop fighting
I love you
Andrea