What Can I Do To Overcome Apathetic Depression?

[magie06]

Hi and welcome. I have a nephew married and settled in Canada. He moved from Ireland about 3 years ago, fell in love, first with Canada and then with his wife and decided to stay!!
IMO any illness changes who you are, your outlook and what you want from life. I am a very different person to the one I was pre diagnosis. That's not to say that you won't enjoy things that you have before. It takes time, it takes practice and above all it takes patience. Some days I can do anything, other days I can't. I've learned not to beat myself up on the days I can't do anything because I know my body and mind need a day off to recharge and recover.
Like the others have said, it may be worth chatting to a doctor about how you are feeling. If you aren't up to saying things aloud (I'm like that), then just print what you've written here. The doctor won't mind. Good luck tomorrow with saying your goodbyes and safe journey on Tuesday.