Hi and welcome! You haven't bored me and you definitely don't need to apologise for posting at all! You are very welcome to be here and to post as much as you want!
I have to agree with Jaq - I don't think that anyone ever has the truly idyllic fairy tale happy all the time, but yes I've seen my husband go from complete breakdown to being able to have a laugh, enjoy spending time with me and the kids and actually be positive and happy...