I would urge not volunteering as a samaritan when you are so volatile yourself.
We've been suggesting to you for ages about getting CAB and proper medical help...
I am glad you called them and found them to be helpful.
With regard to your earlier comments, I've had it from several members about how your posts sound flippant and as if you are threatening suicide just for effect and how it's upsetting them. Please be more mindful in what you are posting. I will start to remove comments like that if you continue.
