Hi Jaquaia
I have had some counselling and have been looking into the loss but I have been getting gradually worse with my mental health. At the beginning of the year I was more optimistic but as time is going on, I am getting more worn down.
I am coming of clomipramine and they are trying me on sertraline (although I did try a sert tablet once and I was so dizzy and sick that I didn't take anymore), I have to try this before they will go to next option. I have a home team coming out, so at least I have support in that respect. Just feel such a failure and so low.