Hi and welcome to DWD.
**If you feel that you genuinely are at risk of hurting yourself or taking your own life please, please, please call an ambulance and get emergency medical help.**
If you don't feel that you need emergency help, please do make sure that you get an appointment with your Dr and tell them how you are feeling. You could write out bullet points and take a friend/loved one with you to help you to talk things through.