All vision no sound here. I feel like everything within me has shut down again. My brain can't compute and my emotions are completely gone again. I feel completely dead inside and disconnected. I can't stay here and keep making them miserable. I'm no longer fit to be part of a family. I went with A and did the weekly shop so they have food.
He is calling me by my first name....He never does that. I've broken everything. He has gone to play golf. My daughter is heading to her friends house and the boys will be fine.
I can't go with the numb feeling again but there is nothing there. It's like it has all curled up and died inside me.