Took J for lunch today and then made him rest. He couldn't really do anything else when I was snuggled into him with his arm trapped under me! He's absolutely exhausted but struggles with resting as he's been told that makes him lazy so often! He starts counselling next Tuesday and is staying over so I've suggested going for a proper lunch so we can just grab a sandwich for tea in case he doesn't feel like socialising. That way we won't have to sit with my parents if he can't cope with socialising. Hopefully that will start to make a difference but every part of me wants to make things better for him and I can't and I hate that.
