I'm not sure I want to go on with my life at the moment. H has now decided that A had not been stealing from us that it's just a misunderstanding. I upset her last night by telling her that Grandad never wanted to see him again as she felt it was none of anyone else's business. This morning I have a customer complaining that the two pottery robins her son made has been broken on the way home from pottery. I don't know what she expects me to do. I am missing my mum at the moment, I don't know why I think it's because it feels like she was the last person who cared and looked after me.