My new fridge and cooker have been installed and I have a new kettle and a toaster. It feels like I’m getting somewhere. Carpets and measuring for blinds on Thursday and furniture to be moved in a week later.

I’m feeling quite good about myself I couldn’t have organised my new home like this a month ago. It’s at times like this you realised that all the baby steps have added up. I haven’t won my battle with depression yet but I think I’m on a gentle spiral upwards rather than the long journey I suffered going downwards.

My daily ramblings have been a great help. They have forced me into finding and making positives. Thanks for listening and caring.