Looking for somewhere to turn.

[Justchris]

I get it bud, if you push away everyone then you can’t possibly mess anything up because there’s nothing to mess up. I had the same thinking for a long time and if I let myself go down that path it still occurs. Trouble with that, is that it’s not worth it. The loneliness and isolation you create for yourself outweighs the possible cons of having friendships and relationships with people. I’m now currently fighting to get the lost people back in my life. It goes against the grain for me even now but I know it’s for the best.
You can’t do life on your own and there are some things you have to push through rather than avoid, even if it hurts to start with