Quote Originally Posted by Suzi View Post
Actually that sounds really sad that you think it's a good thing that you've pushed everyone away.....
It brings me down to serious lows when I upset someone close to me. I over think every word I've said and everything I've done to work out why I've pushed them away. It's made me feel very suicidal before. By not having anyone close I can't run the risk of pushing them away and feeling like that. Even people who know me and my depression have drifted away, I guess everyone has their limits. I avoid talking or showing any emotions for fear of upsetting anyone, I'm basically a robot now.