Recharging is not wasting time. If your body needs rest, then you need to rest.
Recharging is not wasting time. If your body needs rest, then you need to rest.
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
I'm just tired of having to fight for even the small victories
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I'm just so tired. I'm tired of fighting. All I want right now is to have an early night with J. I just want to be able to lay there wrapped in his arms and drift off to sleep feeling safe and loved for once. I want to not feel alone. I'm tired of feeling alone. I'm tired of watching everyone else get their happy ending while I get left behind.
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You’re not alone, hunni. I know life’s not what you want it to be yet but it will come
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
I've got to go back to the doctors too. They rang me today. My GP has seen something in my blood results that he doesn't like and wants to see me about it. I asked the HCA yesterday and she said everything had come back normal so I'm really hoping he's not getting me back in because of my CRP level being raised. I still have active disease, it's why the consultant switched me to the injection. They've booked me in for a week on Monday, which just happens to be the same day I see the psychiatric nurse prescriber...
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If the doctor wants to see you, then surely they can get you in sooner than over a week ago...
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Is it worth trying to get a telephone appt instead?
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
I've just checked and it's not my usual GP so it's possible it is about my CRP levels. Or possibly about my hormone results. Hopefully that. But he is a very good doctor, he tried referring me to the secondary mental health team about 8 years ago.
My doctors are awful to get an appointment with but if results are a concern they'll get you in as quick as they can. I can wait.
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You shouldn’t have to wait. You’re going through a lot of difficulty, health wise, and should be a priority
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.