What a bloody awful 24 hours you've had! I'm sorry to hear about your mum, but sorry too that you've been caught up in it. No wonder you're exhausted and anxious. You need it like you need a hole in the head! But at least you've got a lovely bloke that cares about you and is so unselfish. A little village and him maybe just what you need, and the sooner the better! If you can envisage him in your life for the long haul then it must be right. I hope you have a better evening Jaq, and some much needed rest.