Hey, I am feeling ok. I spent the day playing taxi for my parents as they had a few places to be. I think I’m finally getting a bit of closure. It was the not knowing what is best to do as I still feel I should be there but I get what you guys are saying now. I’ve always been there so it’s just something I’m not used to. I’m gonna get on with my life, it’s just starting to hit me more....this forum is fantastic xx