As aforementioned, I’ve tried everything over the past almost 14 years.
Nothing has worked, every therapist and counsellor gave up on me, and to be honest I’ve now sworn off them.
For me, they’re a waste of time, and in some cases, money.
I’ve tried every medication offered, and that didn’t work either.
Exercise also did nothing - I used to be a very active person for years and years, but that didn’t magically cure me either.
Perhaps I’m too broken to fix.
Also it angers me that I should be the one to go through therapy, when it’s these people who hurt me, who are the messed up ones.
I personally feel they should be forced to take a hard look at themselves and fix their vicious personalities.
Why me?