I did sleep but not well. Feeling utterly exhausted now and very very flat. Planning on just pottering and doing stuff for me.
I did sleep but not well. Feeling utterly exhausted now and very very flat. Planning on just pottering and doing stuff for me.
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That sounds like a good idea...
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
I have them occasionally
Only just eaten and not even medicated yet
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Hope you've eaten and are doing OK lovely..
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
I had a chicken wrap. Came upstairs about half 1 but didn't have the energy to do anything so just been laid reading for the last hour
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Could it be that you need the rest?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
I don't know. J rang me and we ended up chatting for 40 minutes, it felt like a lot shorter! Except I started crying and was unable to hide it from him. And yes, I know I shouldn't hide things and he told me that too, but it's still taking some getting used to having someone who wants to look after me and help me through the bad times. And today is a bad day, had a few thoughts that all it would take is a handful of pills and everything would be quiet. So staying upstairs and reading makes me focus
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I’m sorry it’s been so tough today, love. Well done for talking to J
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
He can read me really well, even via text, so I can't get much by him. Feeling more level after speaking to him and reading for a bit.
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Oh sweetheart, I'm sorry it's been such a tough day x
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!