Hi, I have just joined this website today. Feeling very low and awaiting therapy. Your husband sounds much like mine, no understanding or empathy. I have tried to get him to watch some You Tube videos, but so far he hasn't. I too have been on antidepressants for many many years, worked through it, but gave up two years ago due to the stress. Enjoyed being at home and looking after grandchildren at first, but just before Christmas, this depression came on again despite the meds. Husband says I need a new job, he still works, but I can't contemplate the thought of going through interviews. Saw GP again last week and he has referred me to see a therapist, but the wait is probably about two months. So hard, isn't it. I don't really leave the house now and don't see anyone all day long. Sending big hugs.