It's hard, but my condition improved a little and my mom's condition is worse, it's such strange, sometimes I'm on the edge and ready to start crying at work, but sometimes I forget about my mom's cancer like this was just a nightmare...If it only had been this way.
Sometimes I faced mood swings like culpability, anxiety, suicidal ideas...I listened to religious songs, but also had 2 sessions with a psychologist.

I did a mistake basing earlier only on a man from dating site. Then I subscribed to closer dating site again and as this specialist said: "Never be afraid to lose a man, no matter who he is and what your feelings are". Don't hurry to decide either.

There is someone really respecting me, he is handsome and lives not too far from me, only that he is not my classical type.