I've been asked to go to Turkey for a week in September with my mum & her friend. If I don't go the alternative would be stayin in the house with my b****** "brother". He'll be invitin his druggie friends over & gettin drunk every night.

The thing is I've been to Turkey before & if anythin it made my loneliness worse because the women are very defensive due to their culture. Not to mention I was surrounded by beautuful couples. Its £200 quid for a week plus extra for spending. A change of scenery doesn't change my depression so I'm worried i'll be wastin my money . Oh & thanks for your kind words & yeah my anxiety was better on the meds but the depression was still as bad.