I just feel like I'm constantly going to be fobbed off with antidepressants and counselling for the rest of my life. You know I've queried possible bipolar before, and days like yesterday make me query it again, but they just dismiss me completely.

It's crazy really. I can get a referral, an appointment and see a rheumatologist within 2 weeks of having an elevated CRP level, but suffer from a debilitating mental illness for 10 years (and it is getting to that stage as it's preventing me living my life) and I'm on my own.