Right now I'm attending a course that I'm mandated by the work programme. I really struggle with maths yet they expect me to complete their tests in a timely manner. I feel like such a f***** loser on this programme.. I didn't pass that job interview either despite having the EXACT skills they were looking for (Autism support).
I really feel like the walls are closing in on me & there's no light or escape in sight.. If I didn't feel so desperately lonely inside then maybe.. maybe I could hope .