Time Passing By and Fear of Failure *Triggers*

[Suzi]

The thing is that I feel very bad, my life turned a hell. I just want to vanish in the infinite. I cannot stop crying.

Have you seen a Dr about how you are feeling? Are you on medication?
If you are feeling this bad then you do have to do something about it. Go and see a Dr, tell the everything and get some proper medical help.

I'm very unhappy with my current work and pressure everywhere.

Then are you looking around for alternative employment? What other pressure?