Summer is the hardest time for me because I'm ashamed of my far from slender body ( and all because of this hormonal disorder!).

I found on FB group of women suffering from PCOS, unfortunately my case is one of the most difficult, but still I'm not single in struggling it.

I feel most miserable in the mornings when I do realize that in fact nothing has gradually changed.

I'm afraid I'm on the way of developing agoraphobia. I'm afraid to get out and find new work as I fear I'm going meet some of my ex-colleagues or neighbours that remember me looking differently. I'm afraid of their comments, personal indelicate questions, just can't cope with it now.