Our moans & groans really do sound pathetic when u hear about the likes of chris sutton & the achievements he made before his death. Its frustratin 'caus we're all fully aware that theirs people worse off yet we can't seem to 'snap out' of this misery. Misery over stuff thats so trivial its laughable .

Atm I'm tryin to somehow rationalize what the root cause of my relentless despair is. Ripping the root from the seed its embedded in is the only way to truly be liberated of it. And thus attacking it in an aggressive-minded fashion. Its just diggin out that stubborn ol' root thats the hard part..