So fine. Give up. Walk away from the people who care about you and sit home alone with no outlet to express yourself. You think you’re lonely now? Just wait. Leaving will take it to a whole new level. I’m not going to sit here and stroke your ego. I think you already know what I think about you cos it’s been said before. I’ve been in your shoes and it sucks. I can’t stop you from making the same mistakes I did, maybe you need to in order to learn the lessons but you have a choice, you can carry on with this retreat or you can get up and fight.