No I never made a mood diary before. I could ask my therapist if its a good idea.

@stella, I remember you had a thread about friendship a while ago. Is this something you and I struggle with while everyone else has it figured out? Today online while gaming someone called me a good friend. I dont even know his real name. We only talk about the game. When I call someone a friend I am all in. But the others are not that way so I get confused about what to do. Thats why I only have one friend in life. The rest is to confussing.

I was on a stream today from a girl somewhere in Essex. She is so funny and nice. I could listen to her for hours. So I left that stream as my "feelings" were getting there again. I can not do anything with other people any more this way.