I used to write fanfics about my fave bands.
I mean I surely could try it... but probably it would end in the same circle as it now has with trying to be a copy-cat. It's a bit like getting over a break-up I feel: still in love with that thing that used to make you happy and you want it back again, but somehow you know it isn't good for you because it makes you do unhealthy things (frantically researching things to be like them) and brings unhappiness. It's a circle without an end.