I'm still a little bit frustrated and deeply depressed. I think all this due to the events I have passed through recently, the imminent smell of death...But also harsh work schedule (although my boss calmed down for now), and the fact that I'm losing slowly weight and cannot really accept myself.

On the good side, I've came across a psychoterapist in the same building I'm working in. Well, they are private, but I might consider it anyway (some sessions) because the waiting seems infinite here. I've even briefly talked to her, but they use "psychodrama" method, do you know something about it? What are your thoughts?