Oh.. That's okay haha...

Sometimes I don't think so either... Just trying to take day by day and not over analyse what's going on.. Like even today he's come home from paintball and he's really quiet.. So I am trying my best to convince myself it's probably because he's tired and sore from hurting his shoulder and nothing more..

Also trying to look at the positives.. Like today when he came home he came to give me a cuddle and doesn't seem angry.. So that's good..

Trying very hard...