So! It's been an interesting couple of months. I've made a lot of connections with volunteer organisations that will help with getting some experience. I still haven't sorted a better hob yet, but I have a new boyfriend who has been so supportive and given me a hell of a lot more confidence in myself. He's a little older than me but I don't care, he treats me like aing king. The pills have been fantastic and I think things are really looking up!