Hey guys, I shouldn't be writing this on christmas day but what the hell. Some of my family seem to have it in for me.. My uncle constantly takes the out of me that I'm 27 & not doing anything with my life.

Today he flat out dismissed my recent tutoring experience with a child as irrelevant . My cousin & mums friend also make remarks to me. Then theres my horrible brother who I've not spoken to for weeks.

As u can imagine this made me feel worthless sitting at the christmas table. There's people that really like me that can see I have a good heart & a sense of humour. I know there's so many out there who feels like me right now; depressed, lonely & unconventional.

Apparently this time of year see's more mental health referals than any other period. That's no coincidence given the pressure to 'put on a show' so to speak. Anyway Merry Christmas to whoever reads this. Ur not alone, trust me, I've been suffering inside for years ..