sorry ye I meant Stephen (damn auto-type ), I'm taken aback by how inspiring this wonderful young man was. I was referrin to our typical 'every-day' moaning not people who have legitimate reasons to moan. Basically the type on facebook that whine & complain & beg for attention. That constant self-centred neediness is embarrassing when u see the self-lessness of that young man.

Its always the nicest people that suffer the worst & that really upsets me. The prospect of death really frightens me I'm not gonna lie, however inevitable. When ur depressed that deep rooted fear intensifies. The world becomes such a bleak picture that u struggle to look past the worst things imaginable .